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success is within me

2007-08-16T02:01:00.002+08:00

I really really don't know what to do about myself. Promises i made to myself are not even fullfill. ARGN....can't believe it. I always make sure whatever promises i made to others would be fullfilled but right now, i can't fullfill my own promises.

Anyway, monday was A GREAT day to begin with. 13 AUG, the day i was filled with excitement. At the start of the monday, i was quite nervous and afraid. This was because we receive our O lvl MT results and sit for our O lvl ENGLISH oral exams. At 1015am, we went down to the hall. I gt an amazing B3M. Although i did not gt distinction, i knew a 3 was good enough for me. Ng said my lowest is 5 while my highest was 4. I keep telling myself I DO NOT BELONG TO 4 or 5, THE LEAST IS 3.HAHA so i was damn happy.

Tuesday was even better, audition got patch and all of us freaking got times 2 exp. SPIDER lvled frm 8-23 haha and doudou lvl frm 25-30 wee~! I forgo my sleep and went to school straight after finishing audition. *im crazy*

Wednesday, so tired in class. I was trying my very best not to sleep in class. Lucky many teachers was absent. MR Roderick should not be so insulting to us, made us embrass by asking us to ask MR NOEL the meaning of aphrodisiac. I rush home to get a quick nap before starting to do my maths. Alicia marmie came to my house to study. ~AUDITION NO BUG LE~

PS: The definition of aphrodisiac is a substance that increases sexual desire or potency.

GOODBYE MY FRIEND

2007-08-02T15:17:00.000+08:00

Whao....its been 42 days since ive last blog. LMAO im starting to suck cos when i have time to blog, i will be smitten by audition. Anyway, there's a few things im gonna change to my blog.

1st: No writing of re- collection (no one will read anyway)
2nd: Spent 5 mins everyday to blog on current happenings
3rd: Change the song......

ok....this week was rather sad for most peicaians. our dearest friend/ brother/ leader has commited sucide on sunday 6.25pm. To this day, i still can't accept the fact that your gone. This news have came as a shocker not just to me but to all who have cared for you. Went to his wake on tues and i still can't accept the news. Seeing your picture and coffin was a torture to me. It took me every muscles to stop me from crying. Although i did not show my grief, in my heart, its crying out to you.

Im sorry for not attending your cremation today. This is because I know i would not be able to take it. Yes, your physically not with us now, but you will always live in my heart. Your death have taught me to REALLY treasure the people around me. Your actions was really silly. But i know you really cannot take it lerh. I believe you did what you think was the way to gain happiness.

Your death have cause me to be restless this whole week. But i will be strong. Anyway, i was suppose to go ECP to racky and run the cross country. My sis was not feeling well thus we plan to go tmr.

Thats all for today ^^

re collection

2007-06-21T13:32:00.000+08:00

okok...so what happened on the 21 April....

Alicia marmie and I went to palawan beach to tan ourself. But the farking sunrays was so irregular that it made Alicia marmie DULAN.....worst of all, a dumb bee have to come and pester us. So we decided to go back to the hotel. Then we check out then went home>.<

23 April
Monday

Today was my last day of me being a guide....my journey has ended but not totally. It has just ended in my secondary life but it has not ended in my life. As the saying goes " Once a guide, anways a guide"....guiding sprite will never die in me.....But i was a little sad though

After school, i took a cab to Kovan. Allan, my sis and alvan share the cab fare>.<>

Oh ya, I keep seeing the tamil construction worker from SRJC. He and his GF doing so intimate stuff in public. Somehow i find his GF is like a whore and darling ask if she shld break with snake

ps: As per date, evilpiglet AKA elaine is still my darling

25 April
Wednesday

Gt freaking napfa test today....its actually a retest cos i freaking didn't manage to get gold....tmd only by few seconds...nvm ba this time i make sure i will make it de>.<>

After that me, allan, my sis, dawn adrian shu hui clarrisa went to hougang mall....we go there drink bubble tea. My sis say the chocolate ice blend damn shyt....so we fool ard watson then walk to the bus stop which was so so far away....then lightning started to appear...so i was acting stupid, every lightning i see i will squat down....LMAO

so we gt on the bus then on the way, a taxi have to had an accident and cause a traffic jam....actually gt no jam de lo is that stupid driver dun wanna move his car away.....sitting beside us was some peicaians, they damn kpkb so i went to kan them>.<>

BACK AND BETTER

2007-06-21T13:07:00.001+08:00

ok so 20 April to 21 June........
thats how long it took me to come back to blog....
Reason: After the death of my grandma(father mom)
i began to see how vulnerable life is, so i did so soul searching.
i wonder, how im i gng to make sure i live a life full of discovery, full of excitement and life so fullfilling that it makes onlooker go WOW.
Another reason is that when i blog, i feel myself trying to use new vocabulary and that would help in my command of the language. Since I don't write essays often, blogging would make up of lost essays. blogging is also a whole lot easier then writing essays. This is because in essays, u have to follow the topic given, follow guidelines and making sure one do not write out of point. Whereas in blogging, what one do is to pen down their thoughts. Its totally up to ones' mind to write, there is no right or wrong.

Back to my life. What have i been doing the past few months? one may ask. hmmm....though i have not been blogging, i have been keeping hand written dairy. Yes Yes....i hear people saying, i want to see what nice things have happen in my life.....lol freak myself i don't even accept links how to have people wanting to read(IDIOT)

Actually what i write here is actually for me to review my life blah blah blah

Sentosa

2007-04-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

20 april
saturday

alicia marmie came to my hse today and help mi do blog
haha....i damn noob in blog everything also dunno
then i bought A cash.....coz my sis say lvl so high le still wear like shyt
so bo bian haha
then at 3.30 my dad fetch my family and alicia to sentosa
went we reach there so late liao lo
so cannot tann....so we slack in hotel
at night actually wanted to sit the sentosa mrt de....bt the stupid hotel la
nver give us complimentary tickets....then my dad go quarrel with them ask why they din give us since we are the member....my dad them fierce lo
he said: i challenge u, do u dare to take up the challenge
guy: no
dad: come on man, ur a guy not a girl, a guy dare to take up the challenge
so he was indirectly saying that the guy was a gay
haha....then we went to kou fu to eat....haha tried new things today
i ate frog leg.....muhaha i tot the taste would sucks bt it taste like chicken
even better then chicken actually
aft that we go back hotel....gt 1 tv show abt proffesional killers
damn pro, wish i could be like them fight so well
then i msg piglet....ask her why she 24 hr in audii
then blah blah...i was so into the show that i din bother abt sounds coming frm the hotel cardboard....untill my maid say it out then i was like ya hoh why gt this sound
i tried not to freak out...then i fell asleep....

napha 5 station

2007-04-29T16:15:00.000+08:00

20 april
friday

ive decided...
whats gone is gone
i shld jus carry on and not ponder over my failure
its time i pick myself up....
napha 5 station? NO PROBLEM
was quite surprize that my standing board jump i actually jumped 174..OMG larhz thats like 15cm over my height....haha and i improve by 19cm...YES!!!
then i did an obsence act, din realise kang was there then she said i was dancing...Zzzz. Then ask mi if wanna join her dance club lmao then she ask why i din come yesterday, when gt maths lesson cannot dun come must force....haha i so sad lo come also sian sian
then i do the incline pull up...haha omg lo the pole drop on my teeth then i keep laughing so only do 12 but i change it to 14 muahaha
then went home i played audi as i have a date with my dar woshiides
he say date mi at 7.30 de lo then w8 so long he nver come
so i go out with my ah ma...she jio me go eat dinner with her
sianz...then my stupid bro hp kena confiscated then take my phone
so stupid he kena suspected of smoking outside sch then have to body check

pon ing~

2007-04-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

19 april
thursday

song man...pon sch today.....played audi the whole day
damn damn sad la
head pain leg pain body pian
haizn...feel so useless
aft i played audi till sianz
i went to do maths fys
then play audi agn
then i think if i shld retake my 2.4
im afraid i cannot make the target agn then i will end up in sorrow
i jus hate to fail
althought this is a small matter, to me its a big matter
i felt i have failed has a human; failure upon myself
then darling and weirdo snake become couple
omg la i so damn piss
fck man ccb
hw can like that
darling say friend friend nia
to her is friend friend la
bt to him is not lo
haizn....i actually wan say de lorh
bt also not my life so i jus diam diam
btw i couple with woshiides today
haha...he say wanna be rl stead
bt i really dunno
gt a date with him tmr 7.30 in audi
nw i fan shang jia fan
slping is still the best

fuck up day

2007-04-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

18 april
wednesday

its 2.4 km run
sianz lo
i so damn piss with myself
i cannot gt gold as i was 26s behind the target for gold
damn it man i was only 26s
shame on me
ahhh i still cannot accpet the fact that i was that close in getting a gold
haizn previous years, i did not have any prob getting gold
hw can i possibly let my last year in secondary life without getting gold
ahh....really feel like dying
the disappointment was so great, it was akin to titanium arrows piercing my heart
the feeling was jus terrible
i plan to skip sch tmr to sad the whole day
haizn....26s if only i was faster by 10 steps
if only if only.....

tmr 2.4

2007-04-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

17 april
tuesday

go sch today sian sian 1 lo
even liping also feel sian sian
reason being tmr is napfa 2.4
everyone also no mood
i jus can't understand why preston keefe rong yi edward firdaus and yu de can't be gentleman's
they have to always be in class b4 the girls enter.....
i can see that ppl like xiong da and dominic are waiting at the door for all the girls to get in b4 they do.....good job guys
ive decided to name this 6 peeps the sixsome gays of 4 expressive
after sch today, i stayed back and do maths fys
jia yi and pam stayed back and help mi
i realise i had to pay $208 for mft(stupid cannot deduct frm edusave)
then i found my maths paper is wif pam
make mi find so long
in my way out frm sch, i saw the dance instructor car
her car is also a hot chick lo

nice rite small small so compactable

darren go jail

2007-04-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

16 april
monday

today damn song la
no guides meeting, damn freaking free
so i plan to go to pungol park and train my 2.4
then of all times, it had to rain
so mi and my sis went to allan house
we accompany allan to the subordinate court to make a magistrate complaint
haha darren u humji, ur whole family is sure to go to jail
go in have to scan bag lo
they ask mi to take out my christian dior perfume and compasses
i realise that the sercurity was speaking bad english
he said to take out my compass and i was think
did i have a compass? the one u use to find ur direction
then i realise compasses....duh
so allan had to take an oath
after that we went to plaza singapura to see allan wateva guitar tunner he call that
PS din sell the type he want lo
omg then i saw the drum set damn chio man
i swear that aft my O i will take drumming course
and buy that hot chick bt its so ex man(ard 3k)
i think i have to rob a bank to buy that chick

weird weird

2007-04-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

15 april
sunday

seriously forgot wat i did on sunday..........
hmm....i didn't go any whr i jus sit and home and do hw and audi
then i watch the last samurai....
tom cruise ain't that handsome though
but his acting skills are superb
how the samurai fought was amazing
it was a real source of motivation for mi
how they nver gave up though they knew they were bound to lose
how the cannon were shot, their rentless soul nver did lose hopes
haizn but i dunno wats wrg with mi
im jus being shot a few cannons and im already afraid
afraid of making the wrg move
afraid of not meeting to expectation
i really don't know
lately, the level of english i used in my blog was crap
shyt man....i dunno wats wrg
there is a geometry test tmr and i dun plan to study
reason being i knew i was gonna fail, so why study
i dunno, i seriously dunno why my attitude is so bizzare

bleahx

2007-04-20T18:48:00.000+08:00

14 april
saturday

haizn i dunno why i like to write things that have passed...maybe nxt time when i have kids, i will show it to them how wonderous my life is..wakaka

actually i wanna wake up at 6.30 to study de lorh, then fall asleep then woke up at 10 then fianlly @ 11 then wake up.....so i sianz ard the hse cos darling said after 1pm then come dw to tampines.....then i skip my poa tuition, the teacher damn kuku lo hand writting so miniscule ask him write bigger still the same lo wth>.<>.< then we went to airport...first time i knew that go airport can take bus 1 sia...i thnk i lost touch with the world....then we went to burger king and eat...sianz lo everyday eat burger king....then she go wait for her bf so i do stinking fys and sing song...i bet my singing was nice! haha after that we went to bunk...omg la i tot bunk com were good and lag-less lo but today the server lag so we spent our time there trying to log in...log in le in the end also dc
so we went to the acarade to play lo...gt 1 old man damn pro sia he play house of the dead use 2 guns and shoot score so nice sia.....after that i went home.....

playing is my life

2007-04-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

13 april
friday

this week really passes damn fast, during lesson today, i wanted to be michael scoffield so i started taking my pen and drew on my palm and fingers. then aft sch gt english timed practiced so i have to stay back and do, then rei when to draw fir mi agn(thanks)

aft that we went kovan to eat....we ate at the yu ji or wateva the name is, it was newly open as delifrance closed dw....then we went to johnny walker and bought bubble tea....then we saw 1 srjc indian.....he wear the uniform damn look like construction worker, if its not for the badge i would have though he is a construction worker....

then we walk walk walk then i went to popular, i wanted to buy a green file lo but that popular damn lousy, everything also dun have. so we walk abit more then go hm.......aft i bathe, i chiong dw to toa payoh interchange to meet alicia marmie......while waiting for her, i went to popular and they have the type of green file i want.....then mi and alicia marmie went bunk.....

then the solidsnake wanna come meet mi lo.....lmao at bunk gt alot old ppl maple damn pro de lo.....then soildsnake so weird de lo, only noe hw to talk bt audi things then pang seh mi......say wanna meet mi then keep talking on the phone....lucky i wear like go market like that...haha
we eat burger king then go hm liao.........

BIOLOGY ROCKS

2007-04-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

12 april
thursday

idiot la trying to rmb wat i did today....im getting old seh cannot recall hw sia...is there any pills that will help mi recall.....ah huh.....we watch some biology video clips so porno, abt adam and eve having sex...woohoo! then see them having inter course then hw they take the baby out gosh....nw i noe hw my mum had twins^^

then i dunno wat i did in the afternoon........................................................................................
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when i came home i audi audi lo....then i watch prison break season 2...omg la michael is so so handsome...jus love that tattoo of his.....aft that i go orh orh liao

she jus rocks

2007-04-18T19:06:00.000+08:00

11 april
wednesday

i skip my phy remedial today.....haha then so sui la on my way dw saw the phy teacher....then she can regconise mi lorh. so she asked whr was i gng.....so i lied and said i was gng to the hospital then she so kpo la asked y....make mi lie even more so i said go check up lalala......

actually i go hospital because i wanna pei my darling there.....so i took a cab to alexander hospital(9.40)....stupid yi jie told mi alexander hospital was near macrichie reservoir...(that one is mount elizapeth larhz) so that ku ku darling of mine took so long to come make mi sit at the clinic like idiot....then it was so so sian then i went to do my homework. when she came, i finished all my work liao......

then we took cab to novena, she wanted to do her face.........so i was like sleeping while waiting for her............then we took 851 to bugis whr we walk walk talk talk then eat eat.....then i go hm liao........so sianz lo tmr still gt phy test and chinese compo........................

sianz

2007-04-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

7 gays walk into class today without waiting for the girls to enter first. these people are keefe rongyi, edward, preston, firdaus, alf and yu de.haha

whalau, i failed maths test agn....wtf. im so inconsistent larh, A1 then F9 then A1 then F9 wth is this man. but ive calculated. if this continues, i will get A1 for maths for O level. so i have 49 qns( excluding part therefor) of five year series to do la. kang was encouraging, i feel that she pinn high hopes on mi. i dunno why she keep asking mi be top student larh.... as if that would happen. then msm goh told us abt DSA...wtf man as if tell us we can get in =.=

after school, after the SS test, rong yi was so tired that he slept. then that stupid hakim give stupid idea say lock him in class. we make so much noise then he still cannot wake up.blockhead haha then ong shao ren pack his bag so slow la then keep saying eh dun so mean la dun like that la. haha i dun care la its all for fun sake. then mi hong jie joel hakim edmond shao ren firdaus and nasir were laughing... then the boys go take video la...haha then we lock him inside.

after that, i took a video of kai yuan dancing(who know how to put video in blog) after that we went to kovan and eat kfc......she la dun wan eat yoshinoya which is healthier choice. then we go walk walk then go home liao.

now my hse dwstair gt mediacorp ppl fliming...haha so funny lo they retake 6 times for a sentence stop dun run, i think he went that way..haha

new spec= new mi

2007-04-10T20:24:00.000+08:00

monday
april 9

yesterday, i went to take my new orange specs...haha so i was waiting in sch today to see if anyone notice, sad lo the ima notice but nva say out...then i ask if she notice then she say why must say out u want mi to anouce izzi, thn she told the whole class. bleahx so afterthat alot of ppl were saying hey ur spec so cool lei, omg im over the mountain....unknown ppl said nice spec haha

i tried an appeal the case to Miss Ming but she not in her darn office larhx. i want justice so badly.i din bring my compo corrections today.wth but so heng lo Mr Noel Koh not in school. phew>.< if not i will have loads of explaining to do. when i gt back my common test english compo paper, i read it through. i find that alot of things i don't remember writting but it was inside. i felt that god was helping me, he used his intelligence and wisdom to write it for me. he was always there for me, be it when ive lost faith in him. god i want you to take control of mi, make me the person you want me to be. guide mi, give mi advice. i will never cease to worship you. Forever I'll love you Forever I'll stand Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.

jinman and xinyi came to guides to help. then some idiotic people went to hide xinyi phone. they so stupid larh take liao dunno how to put silent mode. then she found out is sec 2 xinyi(hypocrite) take de then pull her ear and ask her to apologise. xinyi only joking then that hypocrite cry liao. wth la i see the face so fake

eversince i became the company leader(CL) of guides, i feel that ive not done my best. i used to plan every activities weekly and now i jus throw everything to miss sae to do. i feel guilty. before i was the CL, i did everything because i din want the postition to be taken by farking michelle who in term of leadership, integrity is way below mine. she so scheming lo, tried times and agn to make mi fall into her trap and frame mi. i know im gulliable and u want the postition so much but do u have to hurt mi. i want to contribute to the unit before steeping dw. i feel useless. where has the spirit of dominerring and never say die. i want them back so much.

anyway i read rei blog. i had this feeling la i can't explain wat it is. i jus knew i was close to tear. i promise there is better route ahead now^^

unfair judgement by DM

2007-04-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

im finally back agn after the countless days that im absent frm here
ive made up my mind that is not to write those stupid history
its kinda tiring
hmmm....maybe i will after i switch back to my new com which has counless photo to link it to my mundane life stories.
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today sucks pretty bad. i woke up and found myself falling asleep last night.(all thanks to kaiyuan, gave her wake up call at 12am then i end up feeling tired too). so when my eyes greeted the morning atmosphere, i was like oh shyt. DIE! HOMEWORK NOT DONE. HOW!!ARGN!!BIO TEST NOT YET STUDIED!! i wanted to skip school today though but you know, alot of things in life is forced. so ya no choice.

first period was kinda screwed. 2 period of ss and i had to get suspended from class sitting outside the pw room where those lucky peeps had the luxury of the air-condition room. lucky mother earth was kind and blew wind to the somewhat 20 ppl outside. i had to thank the school for having the pw room near the bb court so we could laugh at ppl in their pe lesson.

then it was chinese lesson....another freaking 2 period....anyway i was busy laughing and playing at the back of the class with alf and X.D till i felt vibrations in my pocket so i took it out and to my anger, this was the msg allan sent:
1st msg(no vibrations felt): eh got people whack jo tell ben also.
sec 5 gal.
2nd msg(vibrations felt): the sec 5 gal slap jo till jo cry
the moment i read it my mind was damn clear....i sprang outta my sit and obsenities came out. so i shun bian ask alf to come help my sis. i chiong to the mr ng and say lao shi wo yao qu ce suo. NG gave a annoyed face. i was blowing my top larhz...so i tried to find my bro....he wasn't in class! so i when to find allan. i went to his class. his also very very angry then he chiong to the back of the class and tell mi!
allan: cb gt 1 sec 5 whack ur sis lei
knn
me: wth! whr jo !
allan: in miss ming office
then the teacher came outta his class
goh: ALLAN!
relax....go inside the class
ltr then say
ur should have seen the teacher reaction damn funny la.she practically ran outta class like afraid allan will kill someone muahaha. so i went down to the DM office! saw my sis and claris and that siao cha bo cum flat face cum jelly bods cum white sprit. the moment i was outside the DM office she stare at mi. wth so i stare back. i stayed there for 5 mins then went back to class. on my way back i saw my bro. then he asked mi what happen
bro: eh what happen to jo
mi: that cb go slap jo la
bro: whr jo nw
mi: in DM office
jasper: she girl or guy
mi:girl
jasper: wa then how to hit her
ben: nvm i hit
you go back class i settle
when i went back class alf asked mi what happen it appear that alf sent a msg to my bro to come and find mi. i think his afraid that i might turn lunatic and kill that cha bo. my mood gone la. no mood study so angry. ppl kept saying sam cool down! fan mi gimme water haha

then during recess i went to find my sis. she was still in dm office with that cha bo. allan din go back to class though he was suppose to be in class. when i was talking to allan that cha bo came out then stare at us. then her gang came down point point at allan and stare at mi. body reactions was that my middle finger came out. i dunno y sia guess i was too angry. saw my sis in dm office still crying la..i feel so hurt and sad ahh i wanna make that cha bo feel the same way. when i was having my english lesson. mr mC came in looking for mi and my bro. hw pass us a msg that said:
to: ms ming
from: mr joseph lee
contact number: 999
date: 4/4/07 @12.10pm
messages:
father of samantha lee of sec 4e and benjamin lee of sec 4f call to inform not to get involve in the sec 5 gal incident.
messages taken by: jaya(whoeva that is)
i was shocked that my father will do that. i always tot he do not know me . i guess this time it really prove that my father is really really concern. though he is more concern for my bro as he today he just came back frm his 1 week suspention. so when i went back to class, i told rei and ima what happen then i said im so so angry, felt like killing her. then she gave mi a swiss army knife and said protect urself haha touched

after school, rei took mi by the hand and said:"sam, u know what? i should have trusted you the other time and believe what you said abt joreen aka urine. im sorry i din believe what you said". i was like uh huh np u see if u trusted me non of this urine crap would happen. then i chiong dw and see my sister. omg la that cha bo slap her till her cheeks were unbalance! now still gt blue black. rawrrr! @ the foyer my bro gang of 15 odd ppl were gathered there waiting for tat cha bo muhaha....then she nver appear la so they went away. almost the whole sch know abt this le. thanks to all those who show concern for my sis

miss ming verdict is so unfair. that cha bo only gt 1 week detention larhz. allan went to ming and said wanna report police. then ming called my father and told him not to call police. wha lau y must let this kind of society idiot away. my bro said eh y u beat my friend up then kena 1 week suspention then that cha bo cause bodily harm tantamount to grevious hurt only kena 1 week detention and each detention is only 1 hr. ming summore can say the world is unfair. wth then i beat her up in exchange for 1 week detention so worth it la. if like that y need sch rules for must why abolish all of them.

on my way home so suay la, saw one of their gang person. i secreatly took a picture of her. will upload it and make it as ugly as possible>.<

anyway i will appeal for my sis tmr. i will say im representing my client miss joleen lee on the case regarding the slap given by seah jia ling thus causing bodily harm. i wish to appeal on behalf of my client regarding the verdict given by miss ming. it was an unfair judgement and thus it should be reviewed. if the school will not do their part and take dull actions and thus bring justice to my client, we will make sure the Singapore law does. by that, miss ming you would inderstand what does that mean. this will not reflect well on the school and to the "FAIR" judgement that you as DM would make.

ima made this comment saying, your brother got the people in our sch to help, allan got his outside ppl help then you got counsellor and sch ppl to help. your sister in this sch very protected lei. i feel bless that i have experience the black side of life and white side of life but now its up to mi if i want to take the white path or black path. black path: call ppl come dw whack. white path: deal with it the professional way/ legal way. if all 3 of us deal it with the balck way, that cha bo call all her people dw also not enuff outwin us. 3 of us can almost call 3/4 sch coem dw liao. haizn which choice will i make? seriously in a delima... gng the path of the black will cause mi my all along nice record, teachers will be disappointed in my reactions, from what many teachers who gave mi advice on this matter, i can see that they are trying to prevent me frm gng to the balck path. maybe time will sort this out itself....will see tmr which path i chose.

day before malaysian field trip

2007-03-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

11 march :

yay. went out with my darling . actually we are suppose to watch movie but we ended up walking all around orchard. lol. her shoes were hurting so we went to cineleisure and she bought a shoe to comfort her feet. time pass really fast when we enjoyed it. she had to meet her friends at 5 @ bugis. so she pei mi take mrt and took some photos then she went bugis. when i went home there was loads of packing to do. 1 more day to malaysian field trip. intense man. feeling i will die there haha. metality of malaysia is that its diry hot and full of unkinf ppl who noly know how to speak onw language-malay>.<

malaysian field trip is nearing

2007-03-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

after seeing kaiyuan posting a comment for me i decided to blog more often so then it can entertain her mundane life.

10 march:
whent out with my mom yo buy clothes for the malaysian field trip. got myself 2 pairs of shorts, a blouse and BUBBLE BATH!! I am feeling so excited. Actually wanted to go out with elaine but i guess it was rather a late notice and was getting late.

Sports day

2007-03-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

haizn...life jus kinda suck last mth

i admitt that i didn't really blog last mth due to those stupid test/ speech day parade/homework/date due homework

so i guess what should be done today should be done today

ok so 1 new promise in my life that is to not leave my work undone/untouch and to not let it pile up^^

so I guess i just have to wite a whole month of my mundane life in this post.since kaiyuan want to know me or for you know him to know mi>.

so here it goes:

9th of March:

O YES! Last Day Of School....ahaaa. It was also sports day so we had lessons till 10plus. The day started off well with me getting on stage to receive my trophy:) Was so delighted. As this means i ahve gain glory not only for myself but what i achieve are what the 4expressive class have mould me. So after school ended, i met up with alicia and we went bunk together. We reached there at ard 11. when we entered, there is this sign which wrote: customers who are below 16 yrsof age are prohibited from entering this premises. Failure to comply will results in the mangement taking due actions. so we were like Oh Shyt, how? Then 4 miracle words appeared. they are: below 16 years of age. YAY!! we are 16 so that means we are legalise to enter. But in actual fact I am not 16 yet. haha but i guess it was alright as this year i am 16 wahaha. So i went in to try my luck. guess what! i got in.haha there was no one in bunk accept for one guy playing maple. haha so 3ppl then. so we bunk for 2 hr. 2 hrs and only 2!! This is so because we had to rush down to meet kaiyuan and zi for lunch. But on the mrt from dougby ghourt i realise i left my trophy in bunk..ahh how could I. So we took a reverse mrt and rush back to bunk as time was running out. When we reach kovan mrt we saw kaiyuan and gang at mrt station due to them being councillor and thus have to helped out at the hougang sports complex, they have no choice but to reach the stadium earlier then commom folks like us...haha poor them. So we had lunh at Yoshinoya then hurry down to the stadium via bus no. 113 to reach the stadium at 3. As our school policy is that if one is late for any event dentention is a must. so strict right.

Anyway, i had a telematch competition so i would not be joining my friends. so we were gathered down to the track for the marking of attendance. Being fourth year student, we knew that in order to minimise the effect of the scorching sun on our defendless body, we had to cooperate and either squat or sit on the track. but its always the sec 1 who dosen't want to co-operate thus dragging these whole thing. Amazingly this this time the sec 1 weren't the slowest. It was the sec 3. This can attribute to their attitude. teachers had to holler at them to co-operate. so we the 4th year students we like mumbling stupid fella hot then co-operate la make so much noise. haha

so competitiors were soon called out to have this traditional march pass. The band played the music and all the 5 houses did our honourably march pass. As we had the march, i could feel victory in the air, the sense of beign a victor in all. so we settled down on the competitor stand and tried warming ourselves up. fortunately, the competitor stand was just beside my house which was YELLOW!~~

We the 2 e of 2005 bought paint and we painted our face. we were like leading this whole cheerleading thingy. we cheer and scream for our house like we have never scream in our life. A sense of pride , love we had were first seen after many years of being defeated. we were always the last house for 4 consecutive years. this time we were determined not to get last and face the distasfulness of picking up litter.

Soon my turn came for me to be on the track. I was 2nd runner which was suppose to hold a hockey stick and hit it with a cheese ball and pass it to the 3rd runner. so when the competition started with a bang, our first runner was such a blur head. As his job was to balance a ping pong ball on a table tennise racket, he lost his attention to the other competitors by looking at them. So when he reached me, we were like in last postition. I was furious. With perseverence in my mind, i gave a big whack on the cheese ball and it darted forward. immediately, i sprint off. amist reaching the 3rd runner, she was also blur. this time her job was to dribble a basketball to the 4th partner. so when i reached her, the 1st runner was like saying all of us have to run behind. so i was like WHAT! we wasted alot time. so my instinct just reacted and i jus took one hockey stick in one hand and picked up my cheese ball and darted to the 4th player. unfortunatly, the 4th and 5th player was also blur thus i jus carried on sprinting too the 6th player. This was when i was really exhausted and unable to carry on as i felt my intestine burining in inside. I trust that the 6th and 7th would do well as they too belong to 2e of 2005.

but yude can't skip and i was damn hilarious just by looking at how he skip. so when he pass to the 7th player, he ran with a rugby ball. luckily he ran quite fast. the best part was the last palyer. roy had amazing legs and he literally sprinted like any living man could go. but alas, we gt 3rd. woohoo~ way to go man

Next was the teachers event. the teachers are suppose to dress each other up and look stupid. i guess this was suppose for us student to mock at them...haha the teachers took quite a long time and student form various houses were getting restless except for one. which is YELLOW. we went down from the holding places and down to the track where we cheered our yellow house master. From the looks from the other houses teachers, i could see they were shocked at what we were doing. i bet they felt jealous cause their own houses didn't spur them on. muahaha

Not long, prize winners were told to gather at the track to receive their medals. roy turn out to be the lower sec boys grand cham....yeah! YELLOW! The long awaited time has arrived for which house to be the overall winner. sad to say yellow wasnt 1st. but at least we jump 2 bands from a last position to a third....^^ before we were release, we had to sing the school song. this caught me by surprise as YELLOW started to sing very loudly so loud that the principal turned to look at us! way to go yellow. you guys were not told to sing loud but it was an auto reaction. im so proud of your. when we left, the cheering did not stop. we cheered till we were out the gates of the sports complex. we may be fallen heroes now but we will not stay fallen.

After this, due to our great leadership and effort to YELLOW HOUSE, david lim treated us to chom chom. We ate stingray, chee queh, hokkien noodle all treated by david lim one of our yellow housemaster cum 2e of 2005 form teacher. thanks mr lim

gratz to purpel house in being the champs this year but YELLOW will be back to trash you out of your guts>.<

2007-03-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

wow!
i din blog for almost 1 week
finally common test is over
phew...
recounting wat has happened the last few days

2 march:
after days of postponing of the heats,
we had the javelin heats today
we hadn't even started throwing when it started raining
thus we sat at the pavement and waited and waited for the rain to stop
finally it stopped....
and the teacher asked us to go to the field
but not for long(5min)
it started raining agn
this time it was postpone agn
and cus of this i wasted 4hr on it
wat a waste of time.......................
had a talk with mdm goh and realise that she is also frm pcps
we prosmise her we will get As for physics>.<

5 March(Monday):
had social studies and mother tongue common test
social studies was ok and chinese is not as hard as the previous ones
we have the stupid javelin heats agn.....
brought wrong pe shirt dw and excahnge it with claris
i only gt 3rd for javelin
sad man
i lost to my competitor who gt 3rd last year and i gt 1st
so its kinda vice-versa
8 March(tuesday):
biology and geography common test
so hard la
i think this will be a gonner
after sch mi and ky went to s11 to eat^^

7th March(wednesday):
physics and maths common test
i hope i can pass man
phy no A1 le
if im really that lucky i will pass maths
got back bio paper
gosh...it was really a gonner
sae asked if we wanted to drop bio
omg i only like failed countable times
thats like so insulting..
that infront of mi person so irritating
always say fail liao la fail liao la
PLS I HAVE HEARD IT UPTEEN TIMES
ITS IRRITATING
alsways get highest then say fail
wth....she provoke mi today sia
look down on mi
i'll prove to her(i can do it )

8th March(thursday):
Last paper(chemisty)
it was a 1 hr paper
i manage to complete it in 30mins plus taking my time to finish every qns
so if i chiong thru the paper i think i would only take 15min....lol
went to pizza hut with jy and ky agn
always enjoy my trip there
we laugh like nobody business
i failed maths la
and its like i din label most of the qns then i failed
ahhh
anyway tmr is sports day and prize presentation of sports heats
i apologise if this entry is long
the week was really exhausting

ps: i hope yellow hse will be the champion hse this year(yellow was last for 3 consecutive year)
the telematch event gt 1st hopefully
cca event gt at least a 3rd

2007-03-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

i offficially din blog for 2 days
jus so so busy that im kinda drained
well...the past few days was kinda good
we had a new student(dorcas) who came on the 28
i screwed up during english and poa wasn't that great either
had flag day on sat and it was sho sho tiring but helping the less fortunate was great
stupid xinmin ppl look dw on us
we came to kovan earlier then them
then they wanted our good spot
say wat our sch is nobody sch
untill renfrad join superstar then ppl noe our sch...shyt la them
their sch 100% go jc big deal
attitude like shyt can go no whr la
ur noe wats early bird gets the worm
anyway i saw my kor tim today
he did alot of ku ku faces on the bus
HAD ALOT OF FUN playing pool cum studying
haha
love my mama alot

2007-03-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

im back
geez common test has alreawdy started
suprizingly im not even giving a damn abt it
first time i went to school by myself today
the tempt today was like cold!
i was wrap up like a banditto pocket>.<
kinda doze off many times today as i only had 2 hr of slp
urgh!!....24hr is not enuff
went to pizza hut aft sch and LKY made a complaint of spoilt food
sausages went sour
had alot of laughter/pics/video taken
lalala~

stress up

2007-02-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

school is begining to suck
that shithead koh pick on me
so i kinda give him attitude and slept through the lesson
scolded a f**k and the teacher heard it wanna go complaint to my cca teacher
i hopes she forgets abt it cos will risk mi getting my colours*wtf*
that @sslee made my darling rei cried today
his gng to be sry i promise that
cheerup man...
went back to smking agn*will god forgive mi*
im so so tired....can't do wat im suppose to do
jus wanna slp and never wake up
dreamland~rox
PS: i forgort the username and only rmb it aft getting help frm google>.<
im still an amature in this

wee~ a nice night indeed

2007-02-26T00:23:00.001+08:00

this is the first time im bloging and i think the page its kinda crap as compared to many of my friends...so yeah if u find this page so so sucky i dun mind...yesterday was a amazing day for mi....it was thinking day(^^)i was to represent my school to take the poor nour aisha award...i was like so so nervous and all the time was self high...though i found it abit crazy now>.< anyway i woke up today feeling so so sucky.i awoke with loads of dreadful homework and tests to complete and revise..darn those assignment. recently i had a quarrel with one of my godsis...actually its not a quarrel its i dunno wat happen we jus kinda meet up and she gt these 2 so called bodygaurd to protect her as she is so scared.and her so called bodygaurd kinda disliked mi...say wat kan wo bu shun yan or wateva making mi and my mei so miserable...i noe i said smth like im 16 and i can have sex and drink bt i was jus crapping and we are like miving on to be more of a western side sex is like so common nth big deal lo why must they kik up sucj a big fuss....they say i so vulgar pls la hoh u also gt speak vulgarities k@%@4 so they encourage my mei to disown mi so cb rite wat right do they have to interfere...i think the world is incresing in number of kaypo and bad mouth peeps and this kinda suck so much...so my mei and i were giving each other cold shoulder and i think at some point we were all very piss at each other although i manage to hold my frustration better then before...so at 11pm today she wanted to clear this matter once and for all>.< im glad we did cos at 11.30pm she decided not to disown mi...tears of joy came dw my eyes....she said that she does not trust mi anymore but if ur reading this I PROMISE U THAT I WILL DO WATEVA IT TAKES TO GAIN UR FULL TRUST!! i hope ur friends dun spoil it cos this time i will really confront them...anyway i love u load and ur name have already been engrave in my heart>.<