Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Will you ever notice me...

this is the first time im bloging and i think the page its kinda crap as compared to many of my friends...so yeah if u find this page so so sucky i dun mind...yesterday was a amazing day for mi....it was thinking day(^^)i was to represent my school to take the poor nour aisha award...i was like so so nervous and all the time was self high...though i found it abit crazy now>.< anyway i woke up today feeling so so sucky.i awoke with loads of dreadful homework and tests to complete and revise..darn those assignment. recently i had a quarrel with one of my godsis...actually its not a quarrel its i dunno wat happen we jus kinda meet up and she gt these 2 so called bodygaurd to protect her as she is so scared.and her so called bodygaurd kinda disliked mi...say wat kan wo bu shun yan or wateva making mi and my mei so miserable...i noe i said smth like im 16 and i can have sex and drink bt i was jus crapping and we are like miving on to be more of a western side sex is like so common nth big deal lo why must they kik up sucj a big fuss....they say i so vulgar pls la hoh u also gt speak vulgarities k@%@4 so they encourage my mei to disown mi so cb rite wat right do they have to interfere...i think the world is incresing in number of kaypo and bad mouth peeps and this kinda suck so much...so my mei and i were giving each other cold shoulder and i think at some point we were all very piss at each other although i manage to hold my frustration better then before...so at 11pm today she wanted to clear this matter once and for all>.< im glad we did cos at 11.30pm she decided not to disown mi...tears of joy came dw my eyes....she said that she does not trust mi anymore but if ur reading this I PROMISE U THAT I WILL DO WATEVA IT TAKES TO GAIN UR FULL TRUST!! i hope ur friends dun spoil it cos this time i will really confront them...anyway i love u load and ur name have already been engrave in my heart>.<

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