yesterday, i went to take my new orange specs...haha so i was waiting in sch today to see if anyone notice, sad lo the ima notice but nva say out...then i ask if she notice then she say why must say out u want mi to anouce izzi, thn she told the whole class. bleahx so afterthat alot of ppl were saying hey ur spec so cool lei, omg im over the mountain....unknown ppl said nice spec haha
i tried an appeal the case to Miss Ming but she not in her darn office larhx. i want justice so badly.i din bring my compo corrections today.wth but so heng lo Mr Noel Koh not in school. phew>.< if not i will have loads of explaining to do. when i gt back my common test english compo paper, i read it through. i find that alot of things i don't remember writting but it was inside. i felt that god was helping me, he used his intelligence and wisdom to write it for me. he was always there for me, be it when ive lost faith in him. god i want you to take control of mi, make me the person you want me to be. guide mi, give mi advice. i will never cease to worship you. Forever I'll love you Forever I'll stand Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.
jinman and xinyi came to guides to help. then some idiotic people went to hide xinyi phone. they so stupid larh take liao dunno how to put silent mode. then she found out is sec 2 xinyi(hypocrite) take de then pull her ear and ask her to apologise. xinyi only joking then that hypocrite cry liao. wth la i see the face so fake
eversince i became the company leader(CL) of guides, i feel that ive not done my best. i used to plan every activities weekly and now i jus throw everything to miss sae to do. i feel guilty. before i was the CL, i did everything because i din want the postition to be taken by farking michelle who in term of leadership, integrity is way below mine. she so scheming lo, tried times and agn to make mi fall into her trap and frame mi. i know im gulliable and u want the postition so much but do u have to hurt mi. i want to contribute to the unit before steeping dw. i feel useless. where has the spirit of dominerring and never say die. i want them back so much.
anyway i read rei blog. i had this feeling la i can't explain wat it is. i jus knew i was close to tear. i promise there is better route ahead now^^
Will you ever notice me...
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
8:09:00 PM
im finally back agn after the countless days that im absent frm here
ive made up my mind that is not to write those stupid history
its kinda tiring
hmmm....maybe i will after i switch back to my new com which has counless photo to link it to my mundane life stories.
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today sucks pretty bad. i woke up and found myself falling asleep last night.(all thanks to kaiyuan, gave her wake up call at 12am then i end up feeling tired too). so when my eyes greeted the morning atmosphere, i was like oh shyt. DIE! HOMEWORK NOT DONE. HOW!!ARGN!!BIO TEST NOT YET STUDIED!! i wanted to skip school today though but you know, alot of things in life is forced. so ya no choice.
first period was kinda screwed. 2 period of ss and i had to get suspended from class sitting outside the pw room where those lucky peeps had the luxury of the air-condition room. lucky mother earth was kind and blew wind to the somewhat 20 ppl outside. i had to thank the school for having the pw room near the bb court so we could laugh at ppl in their pe lesson.
then it was chinese lesson....another freaking 2 period....anyway i was busy laughing and playing at the back of the class with alf and X.D till i felt vibrations in my pocket so i took it out and to my anger, this was the msg allan sent:
1st msg(no vibrations felt): eh got people whack jo tell ben also.
sec 5 gal.
2nd msg(vibrations felt): the sec 5 gal slap jo till jo cry
the moment i read it my mind was damn clear....i sprang outta my sit and obsenities came out. so i shun bian ask alf to come help my sis. i chiong to the mr ng and say lao shi wo yao qu ce suo. NG gave a annoyed face. i was blowing my top larhz...so i tried to find my bro....he wasn't in class! so i when to find allan. i went to his class. his also very very angry then he chiong to the back of the class and tell mi!
allan: cb gt 1 sec 5 whack ur sis lei
knn
me: wth! whr jo !
allan: in miss ming office
then the teacher came outta his class
goh: ALLAN!
relax....go inside the class
ltr then say
ur should have seen the teacher reaction damn funny la.she practically ran outta class like afraid allan will kill someone muahaha. so i went down to the DM office! saw my sis and claris and that siao cha bo cum flat face cum jelly bods cum white sprit. the moment i was outside the DM office she stare at mi. wth so i stare back. i stayed there for 5 mins then went back to class. on my way back i saw my bro. then he asked mi what happen
bro: eh what happen to jo
mi: that cb go slap jo la
bro: whr jo nw
mi: in DM office
jasper: she girl or guy
mi:girl
jasper: wa then how to hit her
ben: nvm i hit
you go back class i settle
when i went back class alf asked mi what happen it appear that alf sent a msg to my bro to come and find mi. i think his afraid that i might turn lunatic and kill that cha bo. my mood gone la. no mood study so angry. ppl kept saying sam cool down! fan mi gimme water haha
then during recess i went to find my sis. she was still in dm office with that cha bo. allan din go back to class though he was suppose to be in class. when i was talking to allan that cha bo came out then stare at us. then her gang came down point point at allan and stare at mi. body reactions was that my middle finger came out. i dunno y sia guess i was too angry. saw my sis in dm office still crying la..i feel so hurt and sad ahh i wanna make that cha bo feel the same way. when i was having my english lesson. mr mC came in looking for mi and my bro. hw pass us a msg that said:
to: ms ming
from: mr joseph lee
contact number: 999
date: 4/4/07 @12.10pm
messages:
father of samantha lee of sec 4e and benjamin lee of sec 4f call to inform not to get involve in the sec 5 gal incident.
messages taken by: jaya(whoeva that is)
i was shocked that my father will do that. i always tot he do not know me . i guess this time it really prove that my father is really really concern. though he is more concern for my bro as he today he just came back frm his 1 week suspention. so when i went back to class, i told rei and ima what happen then i said im so so angry, felt like killing her. then she gave mi a swiss army knife and said protect urself haha touched
after school, rei took mi by the hand and said:"sam, u know what? i should have trusted you the other time and believe what you said abt joreen aka urine. im sorry i din believe what you said". i was like uh huh np u see if u trusted me non of this urine crap would happen. then i chiong dw and see my sister. omg la that cha bo slap her till her cheeks were unbalance! now still gt blue black. rawrrr! @ the foyer my bro gang of 15 odd ppl were gathered there waiting for tat cha bo muhaha....then she nver appear la so they went away. almost the whole sch know abt this le. thanks to all those who show concern for my sis
miss ming verdict is so unfair. that cha bo only gt 1 week detention larhz. allan went to ming and said wanna report police. then ming called my father and told him not to call police. wha lau y must let this kind of society idiot away. my bro said eh y u beat my friend up then kena 1 week suspention then that cha bo cause bodily harm tantamount to grevious hurt only kena 1 week detention and each detention is only 1 hr. ming summore can say the world is unfair. wth then i beat her up in exchange for 1 week detention so worth it la. if like that y need sch rules for must why abolish all of them.
on my way home so suay la, saw one of their gang person. i secreatly took a picture of her. will upload it and make it as ugly as possible>.<
anyway i will appeal for my sis tmr. i will say im representing my client miss joleen lee on the case regarding the slap given by seah jia ling thus causing bodily harm. i wish to appeal on behalf of my client regarding the verdict given by miss ming. it was an unfair judgement and thus it should be reviewed. if the school will not do their part and take dull actions and thus bring justice to my client, we will make sure the Singapore law does. by that, miss ming you would inderstand what does that mean. this will not reflect well on the school and to the "FAIR" judgement that you as DM would make.
ima made this comment saying, your brother got the people in our sch to help, allan got his outside ppl help then you got counsellor and sch ppl to help. your sister in this sch very protected lei. i feel bless that i have experience the black side of life and white side of life but now its up to mi if i want to take the white path or black path. black path: call ppl come dw whack. white path: deal with it the professional way/ legal way. if all 3 of us deal it with the balck way, that cha bo call all her people dw also not enuff outwin us. 3 of us can almost call 3/4 sch coem dw liao. haizn which choice will i make? seriously in a delima... gng the path of the black will cause mi my all along nice record, teachers will be disappointed in my reactions, from what many teachers who gave mi advice on this matter, i can see that they are trying to prevent me frm gng to the balck path. maybe time will sort this out itself....will see tmr which path i chose.
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