monday
april 9

yesterday, i went to take my new orange specs...haha so i was waiting in sch today to see if anyone notice, sad lo the ima notice but nva say out...then i ask if she notice then she say why must say out u want mi to anouce izzi, thn she told the whole class. bleahx so afterthat alot of ppl were saying hey ur spec so cool lei, omg im over the mountain....unknown ppl said nice spec haha

i tried an appeal the case to Miss Ming but she not in her darn office larhx. i want justice so badly.i din bring my compo corrections today.wth but so heng lo Mr Noel Koh not in school. phew>.< if not i will have loads of explaining to do. when i gt back my common test english compo paper, i read it through. i find that alot of things i don't remember writting but it was inside. i felt that god was helping me, he used his intelligence and wisdom to write it for me. he was always there for me, be it when ive lost faith in him. god i want you to take control of mi, make me the person you want me to be. guide mi, give mi advice. i will never cease to worship you. Forever I'll love you Forever I'll stand Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.

jinman and xinyi came to guides to help. then some idiotic people went to hide xinyi phone. they so stupid larh take liao dunno how to put silent mode. then she found out is sec 2 xinyi(hypocrite) take de then pull her ear and ask her to apologise. xinyi only joking then that hypocrite cry liao. wth la i see the face so fake

eversince i became the company leader(CL) of guides, i feel that ive not done my best. i used to plan every activities weekly and now i jus throw everything to miss sae to do. i feel guilty. before i was the CL, i did everything because i din want the postition to be taken by farking michelle who in term of leadership, integrity is way below mine. she so scheming lo, tried times and agn to make mi fall into her trap and frame mi. i know im gulliable and u want the postition so much but do u have to hurt mi. i want to contribute to the unit before steeping dw. i feel useless. where has the spirit of dominerring and never say die. i want them back so much.

anyway i read rei blog. i had this feeling la i can't explain wat it is. i jus knew i was close to tear. i promise there is better route ahead now^^

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